Sabtu, 31 Desember 2011
Rabu, 28 Desember 2011
Tamia - "Almost"
[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you
[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)
Senin, 26 Desember 2011
RENANG GAYA BATU !!!!
Astaga.. barusan gue belajar renang. malu sih, udah gede gini baru aja belajar renang. ohmm.. airnya asin. ampe kenyang minum airnya. padahal tadi ada cogan lo.. yahh.. keliatan deh begonya ama tuh cogan. kalau sebenernya gue ga bisa renang dan masih belajar. huft~ wish me luck yaa..
Selasa, 20 Desember 2011
Absurb !!!
Gue mau curhat tentang sakah satu tmn cowok gue, nama disamarkan jadi Dani.
tmn gue itu yahh.. nakalnya minta ampun, ga bisa diungkapkan dengan kata-kata. Tapi, (menurut gue) diantara cewek kelas VIII dulu, gue termasuk lumayan deket sama dia. pernah nih, suatu hari, dia ngajakin gue ke Pantai Batakan, salah satu pantai di Banjarmasin. "Kesana naik apa?" tanya gue, terus dia jawab naik motor. nah.. selang beberapa hari kemudian, gue nanya sama tmn2 cewe lain, "kalian bakal ikut ke Batakan ga entar?". temen-temen gue bingung, "emang yang mau ke Batakan siapa? yang ngajak siapa?" disitu gue bingung dan mulai berpikir kalau yang diajak sama Dani cuman gue (GR banget banget, kan?).
Terus, waktu temen2 ngajak buka puasa di PH, (tau dongg, waktu dan tempat yang sama saat gue ketemu cowok mirip Jjong). Entah cuman gue yang ke-GR-an, atau apa. tapi, si Dani terus-terusan ngeliatin gue. mana ngeliatinnya sambil senyum-senyum gaje lagi. huh! pokoknya kalau gue ga sengaja liat dia, dia pasti juga lagi ngeliatin gue. bener sihh, Dani itu, termasuk cowok keren, cakep, tinggi, tajir lagi. uhhh... tapi, ga mungkin lah. dia kan bad boy.
Pokoknya, kalau gue bilang sih ya, perlakuan dia ke gue lumayan manis loo... eits, tapi bukan itu cerita intinya.
Trus, suatu hari, gue mimpi. dalam mimpi gue, gue sama tmn2 kelas VIII (berhubung skrg gue kelas IX, dan kelasnya dipencar) ngadain reunian. Waktu itu, motor gue lagi dipakai mamah, dan ga ada yang bisa nganterin gue. jadilan, tmn2 nyuruhh Dani yang jemput. setelah acara selesai, sebelum nganter gue pulang, si Dani ngajakin gue ke rmhnya dulu. GILA !!!! rumahnya rame banget. entah siapa aja mereka. gue salaman satu2, sementara Dani buru-buru masuk dan nyuruh gue buat nunggu. disitulah gue ketemu sama mamanya. DAN LO TAU APA YANG MAMANYA BILANG? "Ohh.. Jadi ini calonnya Dani? ya ampunn.. manisnya..." ya ampunn... gue dibilang manis! tapi yang bikin kaget bukan kalimat kalau gue manis, tapi.. GUE CALONNYA DANI !!!!??? APAAN NIH??!! OGAH PUNYA COWOK KAYA GITU !!!!! Dan lagi pula, Dani ga bakalan mau kok punya cewek macam gue, yakin!
"Bu--bukan, tante, saya ini cuman temenan ama Dani, serius!" gue ga mau dong kalau ada salah paham. apalagi kalau Dani ngirain gue yang ngaku-ngaku, iish~~
"gpp kok, jangan malu-malu. oh, ya, kamu mau makan apa? atau minum apa gitu? entar yaa... mbak! mbak!" sumpah nyokapnya Dani bikin masalah!
nah, ga beberapa lama seorang cewek datang, "iya, bu?" tanya cewek itu, kira-kira umurnya 23-25an.
"Ini lo.. kita kedatangan tamu istimewa. masa calonnya Dani ga dikasih minum?" sumpah rasanya gue pengen pulang saat itu juga.
tapi untunya Dani keluar, dan langsung nasik tangan gue dari tangan nyokapnya.
"Eh, Dani, masa ceweknya ga dikenalin sama mamah?" tanya nyokapnya.
"Iyaa, mah, maaf. tapi sekarang Dani harus antar dia pulang." gue shock bukan main. kok Dani bisa ngomong gitu ya?
akhirnya, gue diantar pulang. gue masuk mobil duluan, namanya juga mimpi yahh.. mungkin karna dimimpi itu kita udah pada kuliah, makanya sampai bikin reunian. entah apa yang dikerjain Dani, tapi yang gue tau dia lagi ngobrol sama seorang bapak-bapak tua, kira-kira 40-50 tahunan.
Beberapa saat kemudian, pintu mobil kebuka. tapi bukan Dani yang masuk melainkan bapak-bapak tadi. Dan yang bikin gue ilfeel sama mimpi ini adalah... (maaf) BAPAK-BAPAK ITU HAMPIR MERENGGUT KEPERAWANAN GUE DIDALAM MOBIL !!!! (Ya Allah.. naudzubillah...) gue teriak minta tolong, tapi ga ada yang mau bantu. Tapi akhirnya pintu mobil kebuka, gue hampir ngira kalau bakalan ada bapak-bapak lain. tapi ternyata bukan, ITU DANI !!!! di mimpi itu, dia langsung narik bapak-bapak itu keluar dan ngelempar segopoh uang, "GUE KEMBALIIN UANG LO, TAPI JANGAN PERNAH MUNCUL DIHADAPAN GUE LAGI!!!!" kata Dani teriak-teriak. JADI INTINYA, DANI BERNIAT NGEJUAL GUE KE BAPAK-BAPAK TADI?!! gue galau bukan main, gue nangis senyaring-nyaringnya. coba aja Dani ga dateng tadi, mungkin gue udah ga suci lagi :'(
Tapi beberapa saat kemudian, ada sebuah suara yang ga asing lagi buat gue "LIA!!! BANGUN!!! SUDAH PAGI!!! MAU TIDUR SAMPAI JAM BERAPA!!!" itu nyokap gue dan untungnya gue cuman mimpi tadi. aaaahhh.. the weirdest dream I've ever felt.
Ga sampai situ, sejak mimpi itu, gue jadi suka salting kalau Dani deket gue. gue yang awalnya, acuh ga acuh sama dia, jadi semakin care. dan tanpa gue sadari, ternyata GUE SUKA SAMA COWOK BENGIS ITU!!! Oh, My!!!!! Ini susah dimengerti, dulu gue benci banget sama Dani, he's really a bad boy. tapi kenapa sekarang malah suka? yaa.. mungkin ada benarnya juga kata orang kalau CNTA dan BENCI itu beda-beda tipis.
yang bikin gue lebih galau adalah.... belakangan ini, setelah gue naik ke kelas IX. setelah gue sadar kalau ternyata Dani mulai suka sama sahabat gue, nama disamarkan menjadi Eci. semoga aja ini cuman perasaan gue, tapi... Dani keliatan semakin deket sama Eci sejak saling kenal. padahal gue yakin banget, dulu-dulu.. sebelum mereka kenal, Dani ga pernah ngobrol sama Eci. Bahkan, waktu buka puasa bareng di PH, Dani ga pernah ngeliatin dia. sumpah! gue sakit hati!!!! gue semakin ngerasa kalau Dani ngejauhin gue. GUE PENGEN DANI KAYA DULU !!!! DANI YANG TERUS-TERUSAN NGELIATIN GUE SELAMA BUKA PUASA DI PH!!! DANI YANG NGAJAK GUE KE BATAKAN!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! RASANYA GUE PENGEN BANGET DANI KAYA DULU LAGI. GUE SAKIT HATI LIAT DANI SAMA CEWEK LAIN!!!! TERLEBIH LAGI SAMA ECI, SAHABAT GUE SENDIRI !!!!!!!!!!!! :''(
UDAH CUKUP RASANYA GUE NGELUARIN AIR MATA KARNA NANGISIN DANI!!! GUE ABISIN MALAM BUAT MIKIRIN TENTANG INI !!!! NANGIS BOMBAY DAN GA BISA TIDUR !!!!! APALAGI KALAU GUE LAGI KEPIKIRAN WAKTU ECI-DANI LAGI BECANDA !!!! GUE GA BISA BOONGIN PERASAAN GUE. KENAPA HARUS ECI?! KENAPA HARUS ECI?! ECI ITU SAHABAT GUE, DAN GUE UDAH DEKET BANGET SAMA DIA.
tmn gue itu yahh.. nakalnya minta ampun, ga bisa diungkapkan dengan kata-kata. Tapi, (menurut gue) diantara cewek kelas VIII dulu, gue termasuk lumayan deket sama dia. pernah nih, suatu hari, dia ngajakin gue ke Pantai Batakan, salah satu pantai di Banjarmasin. "Kesana naik apa?" tanya gue, terus dia jawab naik motor. nah.. selang beberapa hari kemudian, gue nanya sama tmn2 cewe lain, "kalian bakal ikut ke Batakan ga entar?". temen-temen gue bingung, "emang yang mau ke Batakan siapa? yang ngajak siapa?" disitu gue bingung dan mulai berpikir kalau yang diajak sama Dani cuman gue (GR banget banget, kan?).
Terus, waktu temen2 ngajak buka puasa di PH, (tau dongg, waktu dan tempat yang sama saat gue ketemu cowok mirip Jjong). Entah cuman gue yang ke-GR-an, atau apa. tapi, si Dani terus-terusan ngeliatin gue. mana ngeliatinnya sambil senyum-senyum gaje lagi. huh! pokoknya kalau gue ga sengaja liat dia, dia pasti juga lagi ngeliatin gue. bener sihh, Dani itu, termasuk cowok keren, cakep, tinggi, tajir lagi. uhhh... tapi, ga mungkin lah. dia kan bad boy.
Pokoknya, kalau gue bilang sih ya, perlakuan dia ke gue lumayan manis loo... eits, tapi bukan itu cerita intinya.
Trus, suatu hari, gue mimpi. dalam mimpi gue, gue sama tmn2 kelas VIII (berhubung skrg gue kelas IX, dan kelasnya dipencar) ngadain reunian. Waktu itu, motor gue lagi dipakai mamah, dan ga ada yang bisa nganterin gue. jadilan, tmn2 nyuruhh Dani yang jemput. setelah acara selesai, sebelum nganter gue pulang, si Dani ngajakin gue ke rmhnya dulu. GILA !!!! rumahnya rame banget. entah siapa aja mereka. gue salaman satu2, sementara Dani buru-buru masuk dan nyuruh gue buat nunggu. disitulah gue ketemu sama mamanya. DAN LO TAU APA YANG MAMANYA BILANG? "Ohh.. Jadi ini calonnya Dani? ya ampunn.. manisnya..." ya ampunn... gue dibilang manis! tapi yang bikin kaget bukan kalimat kalau gue manis, tapi.. GUE CALONNYA DANI !!!!??? APAAN NIH??!! OGAH PUNYA COWOK KAYA GITU !!!!! Dan lagi pula, Dani ga bakalan mau kok punya cewek macam gue, yakin!
"Bu--bukan, tante, saya ini cuman temenan ama Dani, serius!" gue ga mau dong kalau ada salah paham. apalagi kalau Dani ngirain gue yang ngaku-ngaku, iish~~
"gpp kok, jangan malu-malu. oh, ya, kamu mau makan apa? atau minum apa gitu? entar yaa... mbak! mbak!" sumpah nyokapnya Dani bikin masalah!
nah, ga beberapa lama seorang cewek datang, "iya, bu?" tanya cewek itu, kira-kira umurnya 23-25an.
"Ini lo.. kita kedatangan tamu istimewa. masa calonnya Dani ga dikasih minum?" sumpah rasanya gue pengen pulang saat itu juga.
tapi untunya Dani keluar, dan langsung nasik tangan gue dari tangan nyokapnya.
"Eh, Dani, masa ceweknya ga dikenalin sama mamah?" tanya nyokapnya.
"Iyaa, mah, maaf. tapi sekarang Dani harus antar dia pulang." gue shock bukan main. kok Dani bisa ngomong gitu ya?
akhirnya, gue diantar pulang. gue masuk mobil duluan, namanya juga mimpi yahh.. mungkin karna dimimpi itu kita udah pada kuliah, makanya sampai bikin reunian. entah apa yang dikerjain Dani, tapi yang gue tau dia lagi ngobrol sama seorang bapak-bapak tua, kira-kira 40-50 tahunan.
Beberapa saat kemudian, pintu mobil kebuka. tapi bukan Dani yang masuk melainkan bapak-bapak tadi. Dan yang bikin gue ilfeel sama mimpi ini adalah... (maaf) BAPAK-BAPAK ITU HAMPIR MERENGGUT KEPERAWANAN GUE DIDALAM MOBIL !!!! (Ya Allah.. naudzubillah...) gue teriak minta tolong, tapi ga ada yang mau bantu. Tapi akhirnya pintu mobil kebuka, gue hampir ngira kalau bakalan ada bapak-bapak lain. tapi ternyata bukan, ITU DANI !!!! di mimpi itu, dia langsung narik bapak-bapak itu keluar dan ngelempar segopoh uang, "GUE KEMBALIIN UANG LO, TAPI JANGAN PERNAH MUNCUL DIHADAPAN GUE LAGI!!!!" kata Dani teriak-teriak. JADI INTINYA, DANI BERNIAT NGEJUAL GUE KE BAPAK-BAPAK TADI?!! gue galau bukan main, gue nangis senyaring-nyaringnya. coba aja Dani ga dateng tadi, mungkin gue udah ga suci lagi :'(
Tapi beberapa saat kemudian, ada sebuah suara yang ga asing lagi buat gue "LIA!!! BANGUN!!! SUDAH PAGI!!! MAU TIDUR SAMPAI JAM BERAPA!!!" itu nyokap gue dan untungnya gue cuman mimpi tadi. aaaahhh.. the weirdest dream I've ever felt.
Ga sampai situ, sejak mimpi itu, gue jadi suka salting kalau Dani deket gue. gue yang awalnya, acuh ga acuh sama dia, jadi semakin care. dan tanpa gue sadari, ternyata GUE SUKA SAMA COWOK BENGIS ITU!!! Oh, My!!!!! Ini susah dimengerti, dulu gue benci banget sama Dani, he's really a bad boy. tapi kenapa sekarang malah suka? yaa.. mungkin ada benarnya juga kata orang kalau CNTA dan BENCI itu beda-beda tipis.
yang bikin gue lebih galau adalah.... belakangan ini, setelah gue naik ke kelas IX. setelah gue sadar kalau ternyata Dani mulai suka sama sahabat gue, nama disamarkan menjadi Eci. semoga aja ini cuman perasaan gue, tapi... Dani keliatan semakin deket sama Eci sejak saling kenal. padahal gue yakin banget, dulu-dulu.. sebelum mereka kenal, Dani ga pernah ngobrol sama Eci. Bahkan, waktu buka puasa bareng di PH, Dani ga pernah ngeliatin dia. sumpah! gue sakit hati!!!! gue semakin ngerasa kalau Dani ngejauhin gue. GUE PENGEN DANI KAYA DULU !!!! DANI YANG TERUS-TERUSAN NGELIATIN GUE SELAMA BUKA PUASA DI PH!!! DANI YANG NGAJAK GUE KE BATAKAN!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! RASANYA GUE PENGEN BANGET DANI KAYA DULU LAGI. GUE SAKIT HATI LIAT DANI SAMA CEWEK LAIN!!!! TERLEBIH LAGI SAMA ECI, SAHABAT GUE SENDIRI !!!!!!!!!!!! :''(
UDAH CUKUP RASANYA GUE NGELUARIN AIR MATA KARNA NANGISIN DANI!!! GUE ABISIN MALAM BUAT MIKIRIN TENTANG INI !!!! NANGIS BOMBAY DAN GA BISA TIDUR !!!!! APALAGI KALAU GUE LAGI KEPIKIRAN WAKTU ECI-DANI LAGI BECANDA !!!! GUE GA BISA BOONGIN PERASAAN GUE. KENAPA HARUS ECI?! KENAPA HARUS ECI?! ECI ITU SAHABAT GUE, DAN GUE UDAH DEKET BANGET SAMA DIA.
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